Ethan is back.  Old routine starts.  I have to keep reminding him doing this and that. Again, he gets frustrated and tears comes down.  I asked him to plan his own schedule of doing math and English excises.  But he kept delaying couldn't keep up with his own planning.

I also got upset with Nana couldn't follow my directions.  Why is my life full of frustrations?

How do I stay calm when things don't turn out the way I wish them to be?

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