After morning meeting , then met up with an old employee of us. Then 4 hours of flower arrangement. My mind was not calm enough. Had to focus one string at a time. Even though it's always very challenging and tiring, I always enjoy my flower arrangement class with Teacher David. He is tough, creative and very different. I am lucky to learn from him and to express my artistic side at least once a week.
Ethan is back. Old routine starts. I have to keep reminding him doing this and that. Again, he gets frustrated and tears comes down. I asked him to plan his own schedule of doing math and English excises. But he kept delaying couldn't keep up with his own planning. I also got upset with Nana couldn't follow my directions. Why is my life full of frustrations? How do I stay calm when things don't turn out the way I wish them to be?
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